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Wrapped Up by f1nd1ngmyw4y
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Fem!Dave Strider in a Poodle Skirt  by f1nd1ngmyw4y Fem!Dave Strider in a Poodle Skirt :iconf1nd1ngmyw4y:f1nd1ngmyw4y 0 0
Literature
Shitty People
I swear to gods
 if you're gonna blast music
AS HIGH AS IT CAN FUCKING GO
YOU MIGHT AS WELL PLAY SOMETHING THAT SOMEONE ACTUALLY
 WANTS TO LISTEN TO
YOU IGNORANT INCONSIDERATE FUCK
YOU BITCH 
UGH
HOW I GOT MY
HEADPHONES ON AND UP ALL THE WAY
AND I CAN STILL HEAR
 YOUR ASS LIKE GOD DAMN
[Chorus]
There are different types of people in the world can you guess who I like the less?
It's you! You shitty people
Go and be an ass to someone else
It's you! You shitty people
That makes me wish you'd kill yourself
So please just hang it up and leave me alone
IF you wanna seem cool well that's just fine
But did your hair really need all the SHINE
And don't get it twisted when we lock eyes
That's not a cue for you hit on me guys
Like who the hell actually enjoys you
Being a lecherous fuck
Tough luck
Barked up the wrong tree
So I'm going to take my leave
[Chorus]
DON'T HONK YOUR HORN
WE'RE IN RUSH HOUR
DIAL IT DOWN
NO CURSING AT THE WAITER
DON'T BE A DICK
AND DO THE TP STCHIK
JUST
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Frustration  by f1nd1ngmyw4y Frustration :iconf1nd1ngmyw4y:f1nd1ngmyw4y 1 0
Literature
Internal Conflict
The pain I receive
From your cruel hands
Warms me
The battle of wit
That I get from your head
Entices me
The safety you give me
With your strong arms
Comfort me
It's all so confusing
Not one
Not two
But three
Whom I feel for
Why has it come to this?
Tearing me apart
 and making me choose
Even when my choice
Can deem me unfit
How is it to be like this?
Where there's one of me
Who wants to taste you all
But knows it is wrong
For me to do so
And is left to make the decision alone
One would leap
Two might decline with a smile
And worst of all is number three
Who might just give blunt denial
The choice may seem easy
But it still is hard,
For a girl like me to make
I guess I now see
what it is to be me
Doomed to be indecisive
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Desvina Troupe by f1nd1ngmyw4y Desvina Troupe :iconf1nd1ngmyw4y:f1nd1ngmyw4y 0 1 Ripples in the Sand  by f1nd1ngmyw4y Ripples in the Sand :iconf1nd1ngmyw4y:f1nd1ngmyw4y 0 0
Literature
Irrational
Your smile sickens me
Your shining eyes enrage me
And yet I know my anger is irrational
Your voice irritates me
Your glow provokes me
Still I know my anger is irrational
Your success hurts me
Your friendship weakens me
This anger is incredibly irrational
Your presence scares me
Your kindness conflicts me
Why is it so irrational?
What is it that you're doing to me?
Making me love you,
Making me hate you,
Making me hate myself.
Why can't I just let you go?
Let your achievements go?
And smile?
When you're near me, I can’t have it,
The irrational anger.
But when you're gone,
you linger in my mind,
And I despise you.
Everything I feel is like venom
Coursing through my veins
And shoots me with unbearable pain.
But I bear it.
Then you're there and everything's ok.
No more pain
No more negativity
Just peace.
And yet my anger still appears
This irrational anger of mine
And yet, I can’t bear to let you go
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The Soluzi Beast by f1nd1ngmyw4y The Soluzi Beast :iconf1nd1ngmyw4y:f1nd1ngmyw4y 0 0 John Egbert Pre-Godtier  by f1nd1ngmyw4y John Egbert Pre-Godtier :iconf1nd1ngmyw4y:f1nd1ngmyw4y 1 0 Casey  by f1nd1ngmyw4y Casey :iconf1nd1ngmyw4y:f1nd1ngmyw4y 0 0 Feferi  (w/o skin colour) by f1nd1ngmyw4y Feferi (w/o skin colour) :iconf1nd1ngmyw4y:f1nd1ngmyw4y 1 0 Human-ish black Feferi by f1nd1ngmyw4y Human-ish black Feferi :iconf1nd1ngmyw4y:f1nd1ngmyw4y 0 0 Selenite  (An SU OC) by f1nd1ngmyw4y Selenite (An SU OC) :iconf1nd1ngmyw4y:f1nd1ngmyw4y 0 0

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The Mark of Cain - Chapter 4 - Page 3 by Dedasaur The Mark of Cain - Chapter 4 - Page 3 :icondedasaur:Dedasaur 105 10 Blue Diamond by Memori-P Blue Diamond :iconmemori-p:Memori-P 83 5 Just Like Them by CrimsonDrakon Just Like Them :iconcrimsondrakon:CrimsonDrakon 293 31 Rain LGBT+ by OlbadieHexe Rain LGBT+ :iconolbadiehexe:OlbadieHexe 18 9 FUCK YEAH LGBT by mandymini FUCK YEAH LGBT :iconmandymini:mandymini 31 5 Material Girl: Rainstorm by HeartGear Material Girl: Rainstorm :iconheartgear:HeartGear 407 140 Steveonnie by Cosocopia Steveonnie :iconcosocopia:Cosocopia 179 13 Fashion Pearls SU by Summer-Peaches Fashion Pearls SU :iconsummer-peaches:Summer-Peaches 84 43 Blue Pearl by Rosario-Red Blue Pearl :iconrosario-red:Rosario-Red 3 0 Blue Pearl by summer-draws Blue Pearl :iconsummer-draws:summer-draws 247 16 Blue Pearl by hatsukibambi Blue Pearl :iconhatsukibambi:hatsukibambi 287 10 Shine bright like a Blue Pearl by JoanaTiago Shine bright like a Blue Pearl :iconjoanatiago:JoanaTiago 174 8 Blue Pearl:* by IcyCryStaLHeaRt Blue Pearl:* :iconicycrystalheart:IcyCryStaLHeaRt 438 21 Blue Diamonds Pearl by yummiart Blue Diamonds Pearl :iconyummiart:yummiart 342 11 Astral - Cover by ArmadaPaw Astral - Cover :iconarmadapaw:ArmadaPaw 12 5 +Steven Universe - Pearl+ by larienne +Steven Universe - Pearl+ :iconlarienne:larienne 4,893 186

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The confines of my skin that I sometimes wish to change
The discomfort that my body brings fills me with shame
Where do I go? Where do I belong?
My parents know but don't understand at all.
"Use the facilities designed for your sex assigned at birth. We know your school let's you use what you're comfortable with, but always safety first."
I don't disagree, however it's slowly strangling me. As I feel wrong in the facilities you tell me to use, or I avoid using any at all. A peeping tom in the locker room that I feel is me, all eyes seeming to see through the lie that is my skin so I avoid it, ti avoid them.
"You're too pretty to use make up."
But I want to look more masculine.
"Make up won'r change that, if only you were a tiny bit ugly or not as attractive?"
So my beauty is a curse?
"I miss your long hair."
Enough. It's not about you.
This is not just a way to change my look. I'm changing my appearance on the outside because right now, my outside is causing me pain and sadness that if only I didn't have breasts, and a vagina.
If only I wasn't so attractive and had curves.
That I'd be happy. If my voice wasn't so high, if my eyes weren't so pretty. If I didn't look like my sex assigned at birth then, I'd be happy. I'd be me. I'm not doing this because I feel like trying something new, but because I need to,
I have to,
To be
Me.
wrapped up
A drawing I made to describe what it's like to be trans*/non-binary
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Fem!Dave Strider in a Poodle Skirt
Title says it all. I had this idea for months and it drove me insane that no one had thought of it. So I made it a thing. You're welcome.
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I swear to gods
 if you're gonna blast music
AS HIGH AS IT CAN FUCKING GO
YOU MIGHT AS WELL PLAY SOMETHING THAT SOMEONE ACTUALLY
 WANTS TO LISTEN TO
YOU IGNORANT INCONSIDERATE FUCK
YOU BITCH 
UGH
HOW I GOT MY
HEADPHONES ON AND UP ALL THE WAY
AND I CAN STILL HEAR
 YOUR ASS LIKE GOD DAMN
[Chorus]
There are different types of people in the world can you guess who I like the less?
It's you! You shitty people
Go and be an ass to someone else
It's you! You shitty people
That makes me wish you'd kill yourself
So please just hang it up and leave me alone

IF you wanna seem cool well that's just fine
But did your hair really need all the SHINE
And don't get it twisted when we lock eyes
That's not a cue for you hit on me guys
Like who the hell actually enjoys you
Being a lecherous fuck
Tough luck
Barked up the wrong tree
So I'm going to take my leave

[Chorus]

DON'T HONK YOUR HORN
WE'RE IN RUSH HOUR
DIAL IT DOWN
NO CURSING AT THE WAITER
DON'T BE A DICK
AND DO THE TP STCHIK
JUST CALM THE FUCK DOWN

[Chorus]

Now go and be high for eternity. Maybe that weed'll teach you manners.
Shitty People
Just a song I wrote for my friend.
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Frustration
A painting I made after having a really long and exhausting day.
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I've always liked to doodle and make stories so here you'll see an assortment of things I drew and things I wrote. I like anime, Steven Universe, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, and Homestuck (to name a few things. My fandom list is long). I'm also a SuperWhoLock. So yeah. criticism is appreciated but please no flames.

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NovaAssassin Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for the watch and fave ^^
And welcome in DeviantART :aww:
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f1nd1ngmyw4y Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2016
Thank you very much!
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